We had lots of talking to do, and hopefully lots of fucking, too. She definitely seemed to be that, by the look on her face. But as long as Kath was happy, and more importantly, satisfied I was certainly happy. 'Don't be silly,' she'd say.īut there we were, driving home late at night after Kath and a man she had just met tonight, had sex-and I watched, as it happened right in front of me.ĭid I feel upset, jealous of Mark fucking Kath tonight? As I have said before, I was envious a little, for sure. What a conversation Kath and I had on the way home.Ī little while ago, I suggested to her she should take a lover, since I was struggling more and more with illness.Īt first, she just brushed it off.
